Tuesday, November 2, 2010

i always wondered.....

 if i didn't have this mind of constantly thinking about food.. would i be thin? PROBABLY. because then if i wasn't thinking about food.. i wouldn't cave it... this world is messed up. 
WHY ME?????? why can't i be like my best friend?????? 5'6... 103 pounds... shes trying to gain weight and eats a lot and CAN'T GAIN! fine i'll give her 20 pounds of my fat. maybe then i'll be good enough. maybe then i'll be beautiful. but who knows? maybe i'll never be skinny enough. or maybe i will...

or maybe one day i'll wake up and realize that i don't have to be skinny to be beautiful.... HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHA

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